Oh Kim, We were all praying so hard that this wouldn't happen and I am so sorry. I do know the ache your heart feels, and only time and calling out to the Lord will heal the hurt! Please know that we are thinking and praying for you and that we love you!
So sorry. We have walked this road and you are right, it is the most challenging experience. I am a different person and a better one because of adoption. Beth Moore talks about patience and how in developing patience some things/people/circumstances "bring out the worst in us". She says that's a good thing so that God can get rid of what is brought out. Well, this was the most cleansing experience for me! All of the aweful wait made me weak and strong at the same time. Some things are Satan fighting against these kids finding Christian homes...I firmly believe that. Our actual trip was a testament to that! But, some things are God's way of perparing us to be completely dependent on Him.
I know you want to get to your boy...yesterday and I hope things go smoothly from here on out.
OH KIM, I am so very sorry. Cling to what you KNOW girl. Kick, scream, cry, but don't for one second believe any of Satan's lies. Don't let him pry your fingers from the sword of truth. Finish strong sweet friend. My heart aches.
I posted on YG but wanted to say again to hang in there! I am sure you are tired of all this but you can do it! Just rest in Him today, cry to Him if you need to - it's okay to go to the Father broken. He will pick you up more than any of us can!! I am praying for you to just rest in His peace this afternoon and tomorrow and then next day and the next :) Kim
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Oh Kim,
We were all praying so hard that this wouldn't happen and I am so sorry. I do know the ache your heart feels, and only time and calling out to the Lord will heal the hurt! Please know that we are thinking and praying for you and that we love you!
So sorry. We have walked this road and you are right, it is the most challenging experience. I am a different person and a better one because of adoption. Beth Moore talks about patience and how in developing patience some things/people/circumstances "bring out the worst in us". She says that's a good thing so that God can get rid of what is brought out. Well, this was the most cleansing experience for me! All of the aweful wait made me weak and strong at the same time. Some things are Satan fighting against these kids finding Christian homes...I firmly believe that. Our actual trip was a testament to that! But, some things are God's way of perparing us to be completely dependent on Him.
I know you want to get to your boy...yesterday and I hope things go smoothly from here on out.
Prayers for your heart and strength.
Hugs.
KP
OH KIM, I am so very sorry. Cling to what you KNOW girl. Kick, scream, cry, but don't for one second believe any of Satan's lies. Don't let him pry your fingers from the sword of truth. Finish strong sweet friend. My heart aches.
:-)
Renee'
Kim, I am so sorry! Words fail me......but I am praying for your family.
news from a far off friend...
that our heart has traveled with you, even though we have not been by your side.
the LORD is near. always. to you as well as Micah.
love,
marks clan
Kim,
I really can't believe it. I am so sorry. I am crying with you.
Love
amy
Kim
I posted on YG but wanted to say again to hang in there! I am sure you are tired of all this but you can do it! Just rest in Him today, cry to Him if you need to - it's okay to go to the Father broken. He will pick you up more than any of us can!! I am praying for you to just rest in His peace this afternoon and tomorrow and then next day and the next :)
Kim
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